MUMMY, iie know its my fault to say you & shout at you , I'm sorry . iie did mean it to shout at you . Its just that you didnt give mii enough freedom . iie just wan to go out as you know la, holidays very siian de wat. You wan mii call you before iie go out, iie tried to call you but cannot la. I know iie did change alot. iie know iie lie to you . I'm sorry okays? Wats the meaning you say you dun wan care about mii anymore ? Do you know its very a hurting word? Let mii tell you , After daddy past away . iie know iie did change alot, You wan mii to get good results iie did, But you said iie did not get good results all this. I had already tried my best , you wan mii to get top 10 , iie did not , iie got top 20 . iie know you was disappointed . All iie wan from you is MORE freedom . Can you just give mii ? You everytime said you give mii freedom already , but let mii tell you . You never even give mii 10% of freedom. You told mii that , Both my brother never go out till they were sec3 or sec4 . Mummy, they are boys ehh , Why you always wan to compare with mii & them? Everytime say iie ahlian all this. you think iie not sad uhh? I'm your nuer ehh, NOT your FRIEND. The main reason iie give everyone of you attitude is because , after wat da korkor did to mii , whack mii , drag mii out of the kicthen . Let mii tell you , its like NO ONE did this things to mii . NEVER . If you wan whack mii , iie cannot say not ritex? can you be like daddy? After daddy scold mii or whack mii, Daddy willl tell mii wat iie done wrong & why he wan whack mii . && everytime you say i'm a girl . Then why you all wan treat mii like a boy? I know is very normal for parents to whack their children with cane. But then da korkor DRAG mii out of the kicthen ehhh . If that thing NEVER happen , Do you think iie will become like this? let mii tell you NO . This type of things wont happen. iie will be your guai nuer . Never go out till so late, talk back to you , attitude you & shout at you . ALL this things would NEVER happen if da korkor did not drag mii . Whack mii like i'm not human like that .. Do you think 1 sorry is enough ? There will be a pain that NO ONE will know , in my heart. A thing that iie wan now is MY DADDYY , daddy i miss you .
I have always tried to give up on elson . iie always failed to do so. ALWAYS.
Elson , let you tell you something , even if you know if i'm perfect not . After we break , iie tried to ask you back , but you said you dun wan to patch . i was very sad , i tried think to myself , if iie should give up on you . So many people wanted to help mii to ask you back , everyone knows that iie still love you VERY much . But , even if 2 thousand people help mii ask you back , Your answer still wont be a YES. Can iie ask you a question ? Can iie call you hubby again BUT not GANhubby. I know your answer will be NO .
YUKE LAOPO , thank you for everything
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